Disclaimer: This article is not written to pull down anyone mentioned. I’m simply critiquing what they put out online and how I perceive what they say. An essay about the privilege and luck attached to manifestation, law of attraction and “inspiring lifestyle”-YouTubers I watched a video by Lavendaire yesterday. Yes, THAT girl with the huge platform…
Finally! I have started trauma-informed therapy! It has been a lot of work already since me and my therapist are mapping out what needs to work on and she also has handed me paperwork to fill out so I can get a formal diagnosis. We are also investigating my level of dissociation and dissociative symptoms.…
I have been thinking about what I want to focus on 2025. Now when I’m quite sure (although I can’t definitely know until February) I will work at a flower shop, I will turn this year into a green year. My philosophical studies will continue but I will have them second to my herbal studies,…
Skip those New Year’s resolutions and set your VISIONS, VALUES and AIMS instead! I have rarely set resolutions for the new year, because I know, I just KNOW, I will break them. For years I didn’t do anything to improve my life, until one year, 2 years ago now, I created a formula that worked…
So, I haven’t been blogging for a while. It was because I was so focused on my YouTube channel. Now I feel like I will take a step back from YouTube and just posting occasionally, and come back to this blog instead. What I have done since I posted here? I have been focusing on…
I have begun my shadow work and healing journey for a while ago. It still feels like yesterday. Healing is hard. It’s uncomfortable when healing from sexual assault, domestic violence, and childhood abuse because it takes up so much of your time and energy. I’m trying to focus on my YouTube channel and my filmmaking.…
Prepare for honest feelings. This post will not be sugarcoated nor will it be censured or filtered. This is my real and raw feelings. I have felt down for a while now. I feel ugly since I let myself be that way by binge-eating after I got raped in 2020. In my mind I was…
I haven’t heard many people talk about it but July is disability pride month. It’s two days until august now and I think it’s a shame we don’t talk about it. Many people forget that I’m autistic and that often causes me to lose friendships. I’ve just recently lost one and it still hurts. I…
I live by the fact that I only can control what is in the present. I know that sounds cliché, but it’s true. Why are some things that are true considered “cliché” anyway? I do not think we are in full control in the moment but we are more in control than in the past…
Why nobody is lazy — it’s always an underlying problem I have autism, in fact, I have the PDA type as well, and PDA stands for Pathological Demand Avoidance. On the surface this can look like laziness explained or worse — to rationalize laziness — but it’s really not. It’s a real thing, a real…