Content warning: non-graphic discussions of religious abuse, sexual abuse, and self-harm. When religion – especially Christianity and other Abrahamic religions – seems like a socially accepted act of self-harm. I know this is a big thought, a big claim, but hear me out. In this essay, I will explain why religion sometimes sounds like self-harming to…
Content warning: non-graphic discussions on spiritual revenge, sexual assault, violence, karma, and wanting to hurt certain people. I just did a ritual for my healing journey. It involved some drastic methods, let me say it was red body fluid (no, I did not harm myself, more like, it was that time of the month…), a…
A few days ago I didn’t now what to do. What to dive into with heart and soul next year (studies). I’ve tried many things; art school was too expensive, open university too fast-paced and other topics I first was obsessed with was no longer interesting anymore. I started to think I was burned out…
I have been confused lately and not being sure if I’m a Christian or not. But in the end, I think we all try to explain the same thing and I feel like my interpreted version of Christianity is just as valid as any other interpretation of this faith. There’s no other religion I would…
Skip those New Year’s resolutions and set your VISIONS, VALUES and AIMS instead! I have rarely set resolutions for the new year, because I know, I just KNOW, I will break them. For years I didn’t do anything to improve my life, until one year, 2 years ago now, I created a formula that worked…
Today’s magick was a blend of glamour magick and divination. I first painted my nails dark red and then did some divination with my equally red (and black) tarot deck. The tarot deck was the “Occult Tarot”. I also used the oracle deck “Inner Child Oracle”. I feel like a daily magickal practice doesn’t need…
I’m in a mental state where I’m always exhausted but today I woke up extra early – at least by my standards, I woke up at 6:30 am – showered, did my hair (curly hair needs extra care haha!), skincare routine and I even bothered doing some makeup! Before that, I even did my morning…
I identify as Christian. I’ve always done that, with an exception for a few times in my life when I doubted my faith quite a lot. I still doubt sometimes though, but it’s a healthy kind of doubt! Now, this article is about how I’m combining the occult with Christianity and how I embrace doubting…
I have failed again. Most of the time it seems like I have a challenge. It seems like nothing goes the way it should. I will not attend art college due to its expensive tuition costs, and I have quit my studies at CLI (I will publish a deep-dive review of Christian Leaders Institute soon…