A poem about surviving actual monsters of this world The internal conclusion of what’s happening inside is confusion and I’d be the dying bride. The confusion, the names they throw at me The conclusion, the fact that is obvious to see. I’m not me, but still not you, I’m not free to be, compared to what you do. I’m not the one, and…
Content warning: This post includes the topics of sexual assault, medical conditions, childhood trauma, mental illness, physical trauma response, and suicide. I’m disabled in more than one way. I have autism, and I also have a physical disability and illness called Rheumatoid Arthritis, which is an autoimmune illness that primarily affects the joints in the body…
Content warning: non-graphic discussions of religious abuse, sexual abuse, and self-harm. When religion – especially Christianity and other Abrahamic religions – seems like a socially accepted act of self-harm. I know this is a big thought, a big claim, but hear me out. In this essay, I will explain why religion sometimes sounds like self-harming to…
Content warning: non-graphic discussions on spiritual revenge, sexual assault, violence, karma, and wanting to hurt certain people. I just did a ritual for my healing journey. It involved some drastic methods, let me say it was red body fluid (no, I did not harm myself, more like, it was that time of the month…), a…